ok so here's how it is:
i've been grounded from my phone, screamed at my mom, realized that i need some total help w/ drawing and that inking the pics do nothing for my artwork but the pencil makes it look great, i suc at a lot of things, i need to return to my higher power, i want to throw a tantrum, i want to be near my friends, i need to go school shopping, someone in my family stole a 20 from me, i want school to start, i need a highschool romance!!!
and now here's what i'm gonna do about this:
i'm gonna start doing my chores right, i'm gonna get a reign on my unruly temper, these two things will get my phone back which can get me near my friends again, i'll only do my artwork in pencil (and try to spice that up a bit by watercolors and colored pencils; this also means i just spent 8 dollars on micron pens that i have to put on hold for a while), i'll start praying more intimitally (sp?) and reading the good book, i'll make the money i have left work for school clothes, and beg my mom to take me to a store, the days will pass by faster doing all this and therefor school will start, and i'll be really nice and flirtingly sweet so ***GAY will want my back! (no neither me nor this person is gay and yes it is a guy!) but i'll fall head over heals for some other guy and will have my highschool romance
other things to do:
flatten abs, and read more so i can be smarter (note to bailie i might even try reading passage to india for world history ahh scary)
SO HERE I GO!!