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ok so here's how it is:
i've been grounded from my phone, screamed at my mom, realized that i need some total help w/ drawing and that inking the pics do nothing for my artwork but the pencil makes it look great, i suc at a lot of things, i need to return to my higher power, i want to throw a tantrum, i want to be near my friends, i need to go school shopping, someone in my family stole a 20 from me, i want school to start, i need a highschool romance!!!
and now here's what i'm gonna do about this:
i'm gonna start doing my chores right, i'm gonna get a reign on my unruly temper, these two things will get my phone back which can get me near my friends again, i'll only do my artwork in pencil (and try to spice that up a bit by watercolors and colored pencils; this also means i just spent 8 dollars on micron pens that i have to put on hold for a while), i'll start praying more intimitally (sp?) and reading the good book, i'll make the money i have left work for school clothes, and beg my mom to take me to a store, the days will pass by faster doing all this and therefor school will start, and i'll be really nice and flirtingly sweet so ***GAY will want my back! (no neither me nor this person is gay and yes it is a guy!) but i'll fall head over heals for some other guy and will have my highschool romance
other things to do:
flatten abs, and read more so i can be smarter (note to bailie i might even try reading passage to india for world history ahh scary)
SO HERE I GO!!
i've been grounded from my phone, screamed at my mom, realized that i need some total help w/ drawing and that inking the pics do nothing for my artwork but the pencil makes it look great, i suc at a lot of things, i need to return to my higher power, i want to throw a tantrum, i want to be near my friends, i need to go school shopping, someone in my family stole a 20 from me, i want school to start, i need a highschool romance!!!
and now here's what i'm gonna do about this:
i'm gonna start doing my chores right, i'm gonna get a reign on my unruly temper, these two things will get my phone back which can get me near my friends again, i'll only do my artwork in pencil (and try to spice that up a bit by watercolors and colored pencils; this also means i just spent 8 dollars on micron pens that i have to put on hold for a while), i'll start praying more intimitally (sp?) and reading the good book, i'll make the money i have left work for school clothes, and beg my mom to take me to a store, the days will pass by faster doing all this and therefor school will start, and i'll be really nice and flirtingly sweet so ***GAY will want my back! (no neither me nor this person is gay and yes it is a guy!) but i'll fall head over heals for some other guy and will have my highschool romance
other things to do:
flatten abs, and read more so i can be smarter (note to bailie i might even try reading passage to india for world history ahh scary)
SO HERE I GO!!
I Gotta Know
all you guys out there i gots a few questions for you:
1)if a guy knows a girl likes her and he dosn't like her back do most of them try to avoid her?
2)do guys like a girl to make the first move? how is the relationship effected by this?
please answer this i just really need to kno!!
thanx for your time!
highschool (immature) heartbreak
finally i'm alone!! today has been.... less than expected you see i had high hopes wednesday that by today i would have a bf for i need one drastically and only one guy will do at the moment!
i went through all this year and though i commented on how fine some guys were i only really like four and out of all of them i didn't have to share bengay* w/ a friend! Brandon was Bailie's so i backed of Ryan was -----'s so i backed off Colin was Lena's (even though she already had a bf) i backed off!! bengay was in my art class and we had fun and flirted and were friends until i saw him at Sadi's (a dance at my school) w/ his ex and was so jealous
I'm Back!!!
Did yall miss me? but i got my report card (screw TISD and it's 3 week grading system!) so i'm back but my visits are limited down to Fri.-Sun. and this also goes for phone and tv too but if i'm good and do my hw then i can have and hour of tv on week nights (my 'rents are soooo cool).
WAnnnnnHHHHHHHH!!!
*tear and sniffle* farewell my friends!!
errrr! this is sooo unfair *tears tissue into tiny pieces* i'm grounded from the computer for two weeks because i forgot something!!! so stupid really well here's my email valerie.martin@cox.net i hope you send me emails lots and lots of them!!!
wow that was pointless i'm not gonna be on the computer!!!!!!!
well i must now go and scream my horrible fate into my pillow!!!
it's not all that bad although (and this is gonna sound sad but i'm sure some of you understand) my whole after school life is on the computer!! but i'll manage because i have a grand total of four brand spankin' new sketch books
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Well, that's what i like to hear. That's just freaking cool. Girl knows what's wrong with her life, decides what she needs to do with it, and sets out to do with an added few little projects on the side.
Brava. And good luck.
Brava. And good luck.